You know how they say, "you can't live without love"? Well, oxygen is even more important.

So that's a little weird...I just woke up from a dream where I was Bart Simpson...kinda freaky...

Anyway...
Earlier, one of my friends Rob made me feel really guilty about having lied to people about my head getting better. I don't know. I shouldn't feel guilty over it, I know I shouldn't, it's my life, my choice....but yet, he managed to make me feel guilty over it. Maybe I will go to the doctor to get it checked out, I don't know. I'll have to tell my parents it came back or something.
-sigh- Frustrating.

On a separate note. Maybe Shell's right, maybe I am lonely. I don't know. The few good friends I have just aren't enough. Maybe I should try dating again. It didn't work the last times, but who knows. I just still don't feel right about it though, like it's not what I want to be doing at all. I don't know...maybe I should just be more content to be alone.

Seems like I say I don't know a lot.