Yeah, I know I'm awesome...

Friggen five year olds....

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Oh my god, I'm never moving to France

http://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/5753.php

Wow, tell me how much that sucks for them...I can't imagine life without my ridiculous amounts of unhealthy caffeine that i'm addicted to...

No, I don't have a problem....shut up...

Okay, so I thought about some things last night after talking to a couple of people.

Today I'll be heading to school to try to attempt to get myself back into the classes I withdrew from. I don't know how well that'll go, but as I was once told by someone, I can talk my way into or out of anything, so maybe I can get back in with some tongue twisting. (No, not that kind of tongue twisting you sick one track minded people...)

I still have no idea about a lot of things. I don't know what I want to do. And to be honest, if it was just myself I had to worry about, it wouldn't be that big of a deal. I know I thought about doing marketing or something similar for a while, but that's just not my seen. I need something where I actually feel like I'm doing something productive, where I'm making a difference. Not something just for money.

But money is a problem for a lot of reasons. I'm a very non materialistic person. Sure I like buying things to a degree, but overall, money and material things aren't very high on my list and I appreciate other things a lot more. But something that really complicates things and worries me is that whatever profession I wind up going into, I won't be making bunches of money most likely. No, I'm not worried for myself, I'm worried because I don't think I'm going to be making the kind of money to afford the things she deserves in life. In whatever I go into, I just don't think I'm going to be able to afford to give her everything she deserves. Thinking about it makes me sad and worried and question what I should do so I can afford the things she deserves...and it just complicates things more.

Let alone I still need to figure out something to do about the distance eventually which is something else that complicates my life. No, I'm not rushing things, or pressuring things, or pushing anything. It's just eventually I'm going to have to move across country if I even want there to be a minuscule chance, probably sooner rather than later as time is running out because I need to move out come the summer.

Off to watch TV for a little bit now. Be back later.

Today was a very strange day.
I'm not even sure why it was so strange...The day just felt very off...I felt off.

However I was watching CSI before and did make a realization about something...
I did make $100 today which was woohoo at least.

Worst day. Ever.

So yeah, I've pretty much come to realize there are only three reasons I post on this thing:

1) Because something's on my mind and I have no one to say it to.
2) Because I'm posting to get the attention of one of the fifteen or so of you who actually read this.
or 3) Because I get bored out of my mind and need to procrastinate doing this terrible thing called homework or this even worse thing called paperwork.