Emptyness

So I'm really starting to struggle with this feeling of nothing mattering again.
It's not even a feeling of being depressed like last year, it's just....I feel...bleh, how do I put it...
I'm not sure how to explain it other than saying emptyness. It's kind of like how I felt in highschool again. Just sort of existing. It's not very fun. Makes me not want to get out of bed some days 'cause I don't see a point (or maybe I'm just BSing and I'm just too tired...).

I still have my two goals in life. But they seem to be waning. I can't let that happen. Those two things are what I've been working so hard for, I can't let this void-like feeling get to me...I have to start seeing a light again....