You know how they say, "you can't live without love"? Well, oxygen is even more important.

I am seriously thinking of just leaving. Going somewhere. Anywhere. The people around me don't need me, it's apparent. Even if they say they do, talk is cheap. And I'm not upset at them for it like people seem to think, I'm glad they don't need me.

I don't know where I'd go though. To be honest my ideal would be to go on a journey or an adventure, traveling from place to place, making myself better as I went, leaving everything behind, seeing new things.
It's so silly though, I can't do that, can I? I can't just leave everything....everyone? If I did that, I'd be giving up the other thing I want, wouldn't I?

I don't know. All I know is, it's complicated. Everything always is. And I'm bored with life.

And for the record, I could so be a monk regardless of what anyone thinks.