Thoughts...

I've had a lot on my mind the past few days. The semester is winding down, not to mention other things.

I've got a 12 page term paper due Sunday...one I haven't even started. I don't even know what the bloody topic of it is supposed to be. I'll start tomorrow morning I guess, only have 'til Noon Sunday after all.

Then there's the group project due Wednesday. The one I couldn't stand seeing anyone else in the group screw up so I just said I'd do the entire thing myself. Yeah. Go me. Going to be a pain and a half getting it done, but at least I don't have to worry about idiots screwing it up.

Then there are finals of course. The soonest being econ Monday.

Signing up for classes has been mediocre as well, I need to wait to see if people drop classes now since I waited too long to sign up, since I pretty much was banking on transferring for spring, which I'm not.

And the last thing going through my mind is being worried about Shell and how she is. She's probably fine, but I can't help it. I haven't talked to her in a few days, and she just hasn't been doing well lately. I want to take her troubles away, I really wish I could, I wish she would let me, she deserves to be happy, deserves to see what a great person she is and deserves to be made to feel like it. I hate seeing her like that, so sad, so unhappy. I hope when she goes home it changes. But for now all I can do is just watch and sit on my hands until she lets me show I care, because honestly, I do care about her a lot, and I do think she's a great girl...I would love to make her realize it too.
Plus to top it off I'm still dead curious what the damn favor was. Bah, I shoulda checked my computer that night, I really hope it wasn't something time sensitive 'cause I'd feel like an ass then for not being there.

And ow, my hand.


Oh yeah, I'm fine,
Everything's just wonderful,
I'm having the time of my life.