Sunday, January 6, 2008

I hate people who are fake. i can't stand dealing with putting on a face and saying and acting things that aren't true. I can't stand when people ask things just to do it and don't really care to hear the answer.

Don't ask me how I am if you don't want to know. You ask how I am, and I tell you and it's not what you want to hear and you get mad at me. What am i supposed to do? I'm not going to lie.

i've been depressed lately, everyones seen it. and if you don't want to see that, it's fine. just don't ask how i am if you don't care, i don't want to deal with the fake formalities if you ask and i tell you it's just wrong of you to get mad at me for telling you.

I don't give a damn about your conscience either if that's why you ask, just leave me the hell alone.

Great, now you all know i'm depressed, not like you didn't know already. You all know that everyday i don't want to get out of bed because there's nothing to get out of bed for, that i wish i could just get some relief from feeling like i've been feeling, that it would all just go the fuck away.

i don't care where this puts my standing with anyone. if you're really my friend you'll still be my friend. if you're not then i don't care if i never talk to you again.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

:( jon pickup your phone